Sunday, November 16, 2008
after 130 posts.
I MOVED.
so long. farewell. auf wiedersehen. goodnight
rants you never saw @ 12:41 AM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
damnnn. aia
GAHH. so hilarious. crappily didnt get well on time for aia but yeah. coughing lesser now. and plus. some annoying thing bothered me yesterday morning. and today. it hit nic. HAHA. anyway.
yesterday i bowled like SHITTTTTT.
the 11 am mq i bowled a bloody 59+ lol. so embarrassing. so yeah. i went to bowl another one in hopes the stupid 59+ wont appear on the board. HAHA.
2nd mq i played at 2pm. but like. ended up on 'fresh oil' lane. bowled with chris and huiwen. yeah brandon's gf. okay then yeah. first two games. strike like free. 10 board breakpoint wheeeeeeee. chris too. his first game was a 24+. i got a 191. cause i opened every bloody spare. SHIT. i should whack myself each time a miss a single pin and i miss hell alot gahhh. okay. 2nd game. same as chris. 205. 3rd game OMG WTF BBQ i lost my line. 145 then last game 161. efffffffffffffffffffffff. freaking wasted. omg. my mq was 702. lost to edlyn by 1 pin so i think im last qualifier for youth now. chris bowled a freaking 916 in total so i think he's top. PROOOOOO.
anyway. ohh! bowling graded a with kristel. confirmed. yeah. hopes higher on graded a cause like yeah. ny people dont play graded a. when the ny crowd comes back from indo open im DEAD. i swear. like shoosh all the way to the bottom. and denise is coming back on the 19th so she has 1 day to qualify but like grace and i were talking about it yesterday. she doesnt need a day. she needs 1 hour. but anyway. SO DOES GRACE. cause yeah. next year grace is in ny. lol. freaking pro-ded juniors.
okay michelle just told me that victorine lim's like last qualifier for youth so yay im not last ?! but aiyah wtf. i swear i need my 800 series. the last time i hit a 800 series or 600 series was like last year?! in june?! at rtc?! stupid champion of the month. i cannot remember what. but it wasnt even a 600 series. its even better. 700 plus i remember. cause had to beat eugene lim. then masters was a 199 avg scratch but it became 214 cause of handicap and i won chris cause of handicap. but hey. without handicap i get 2nd. THATS NOT THE POINT. and NOW. GAHHHH. NOW I HIT A BLOODY 700 for 4 GAMES?! cannot cannot. okay i swear i need a bloody 800. its been damn long. gahh
im bored. i think i shall change my blog soon. it has almost become an ambition. cause i've been chanting 'i wanna change blog' since.... june?! lol. okay so its gonna happen soon. should i try xanga =/ hmm maybe i should. since i need one anyway. cause ense's blog's locked and she told me to get one so i can go to her blog. lol. anyway. leaving the house soon. gonna reserve the ball i'll use for milo. then to buy some stuff.
alley. tomorrow. 1pm. i swear i need the 800. i. need. ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD. like. ten leaf clovers. ALOT. and err. err.. hong paos. idk. whatever. anything red! haha. shiettt. okay.
either way. i'll make sure my doubles with kristel wont screw up. maybe can win doubles. 100 bucks i think. split. 50-50. wow. i earn 20. oh no wait. IT DOESNT COVER THE FEW HUNDRED I'LL BE SPENDING
gahhhhhh.
cant imagine. this was what i bowled last year in june.
226 215 181 181 191 182 224 194
omg my lowest game 181. my bloody mq avg now doesnt even beat that. WTH. CANNOTTTTTT.
I NEED THIS NOW. DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rants you never saw @ 11:50 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
apparently the security at rtc got my wallet back from me. to the fucktard who picked it up and only got nothing to say when the security called him cause they recognised who he was. i hate you. you 'gave everything back'. you didnt return me what the most obvious thing was. the first letter my bestfriend gave me. fuck you. im gonna make a police report for theft and im telling them to ask rtc for the guy's name and im getting the damn letter back or at least get you punished. cause you can just fucking eat your own shit.
anyway. having a really bad fever. since yesterday.
recently i've been really obsessed with quite a few songs. i'm beginning to like all around me by flyleaf even more now. haha. influenced by beat and hiroki and all. and check yes juliet by we the kings. (: not to forget elevator and in the ayer by flo rida.
rants you never saw @ 11:38 AM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
gahh. havent been updating. so OP IS OVER. and SO IS PW. hallelujah praise the lord yo. like finally. but i kinda screwed up Q&A. ah ohwells. its over anyway.
went home to change yesterday. met up in town with the pw group. nick came along cause wanxuan asked me to ask nick along. haha. so yeah. julius emily wanxuan yuhui nick and i. mark tan was supposed to come apparently. and he didnt. yeah. anywayyy.
watched high school musical 3. i cannot believe i actually agreed to watch that stupid show but whatever. 6 bucks wasted. it sucks. so damn fake yo. anyway.
ohh yeah. at cathay nick and i were there first. so yeah. we went up the escalator and he was pointing to N.U.M and he was like ISNT THAT GERALD TAN?! then im like OH YEAH!!! then we we ran over and everything. after a while. he pointed somewhere else and he was like ISNT THAT CLIFTON?! then we waved and then he and sam came over. LOL. small world yo. hmm.
after that the rest came and we went to buy tix and all. then yeah. after that walked around and met up with the rest of the classmates for bbq.
met xinpei beat jephtath glenn hiroki at dhoby ghaut while wanxuan went off. yeah. took a train to go to the steamboat place. since i had no ezlink i bought standard ticked but to the wrong place. to newton. then a few of us stopped at newton and i changed the trip to toapayoh. then yeah. we took a shuttle bus down to turf city.
oh yeah. something wrong with the damn mrt. burnt smell from the tracks. horrible yo. seriously. anyway. yeah. julius yuhui emily and i got off once cause we thought that the train was gonna explode. and it turns out the problem lies in the tracks and not the train itself. ohwells.
steamboat was hell fun man. we all ate like mad. cooked like free too. we changed the hot plate god knows how many times and all. lol. and free flow of everything man. omg. and yeah! kaiwen paul and neson came later. so yeah. we got to know more about people. example. hiroki likes corn. kaiwen and hiroki like the mussels. (even though they were smelly). and BEAT CAN COOK! lol. the salmon that she cooked was seriously damn nice man. ohwells. after we ate we did quite a bit of retarded things. then yeah. we walked out together and left. (:
for those who said they would come but didnt in the end. YOUR LOSS. whatever.
YESTERDAY WAS A BLAST.
rants you never saw @ 5:53 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
things happen,
you question a thousand times.
in the end,
you'll still accept it,
because its life.
ohwells. tonight. i felt 18. for a moment.
stress, anxiety, disappointment, confusion, jealousy
coexisting=not good.
whatever it is. this song by kate voegele (a singer who made her debut in OTH season 5. she has a really nice voice and awesome songs) kinda cheered me up for a while.
i guess i just needed to talk to people. failed terribly in the process of finding one to talk to. gave up. found an alternative. suckish, expensive, horrible, USELESS way. so here's her song.
it's only life-kate voegeleTears are forming in your eyes
A storm is warning in the sky
The end of the world it seems
You bend down and you fall on your knees
Well get back on your feet yeah
[chorus]
Don't look away
Don't run away
Hey baby it's only life
Don't lose your faith
Don't run away
Hey baby its only life
Yea it's only life
You were always playing hard
Never could let down your guard
But you can't win
If you never give in
To that voice within
Saying pick up your chin
Baby let go of it
[Chorus]
Take your hesitance
And your self-defense
Leave them behind, it's only life
Don't be so afraid
Of facing everyday
Just take your time, it's only life
I'll be your stepping-stone
No, don't be so alone
Just hold on tight, it's only life
[Chorus]
rants you never saw @ 5:14 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
yesterday. went to watch poly-ite with tay. asshole daryl chia came for a while. haha. anyway. nothing much. met mandy there. omg i realised how detached i am from the bowling world. well. time to get back on track yo. anyway. hopes of getting into sa are falling. ohwells.
and im thinking of stepping down as captain in pj cause. if being a captain means having to silently agree to all the insults they talk about sajc. saying that sa open house is so flat. not interesting. im sorry. i cant do that. i didnt know leaders were meant to say others were bad and set them as examples to make sure you do better than them. how about the positive parts? shouldnt leaders learn from the positive parts about others? i guess pj thinks their leaders should be special.
anyway. gonna find out if i can play graded for milo. if i can. thank god. cause i guess i really need this opportunity. hmm.
oh yeah. back to the topic of yesterday. went to nick's house after poly-ite. waited for him to shower. watched abit of friends while waiting and then we watched some damn funny episode together. "you copied my moves" hahaha. then we went to amk. in search of SOMETHING. kinda failed. so yeah. went to buy prata turkey ham. everyone should try it. i swear. went down to town to meet brent. oh yeah. on the way to meet brent, i saw wanxuan emily, xuan's sis and some other guy. idk who.
haha i realised how much brent changed. nick as well. maybe i have. haha. fine. we all change. but yeah. brent was being some really high guy. i dont know why. but yeah. quite funny and all. anyway. watched max payne. omg its quite a nice movie. too bad we missed the starting part. and i dont quite get the movie but its okay. the graphics were awesome. after the movie. we finally bought that SOMETHING. then yeah. decided to go boat quay to eat. after eating, nick and i waited for brent to come back. then yeah. we left.
and we were talking about chalet during december (: yeah man. 3 of us (cause brent better come HAHA.) and we'll definitely invite NICHOLETTE GOH!. nick says. "number one on our list" hahahaha. and tay ense audrey gerald. the fun people luh. yeah (:
i hope someone reads this. idk. maybe these past few days when i see less of you. you feel less annoying. idk but there's just this something about you that pisses me off. like maybe its cause of what you did and what im expecting you to do. we can all expect what you say or do when something happens. like seriously. do you ever realised that people get SO damn turned off by you now. cause you're just being an insensitive asshole. like seriously. you invite others to someone else's house. like hello. its their house not yours. you call people a freeloader when you freeload yourself. you accuse people of things they do that make you consider them 'fuckers' but you just did it a few minutes ago. why? is it hurting your ego that they're winning you?! dude. open your eyes. be more sensitive. maybe people will accept you more.
rants you never saw @ 6:37 PM