Sunday, August 3, 2008
i finally decided to open a chain letter. it was from david. hmm. it says...
Good Friends
Last night you and your best friend had a fight.
You decide not to talk to her the next day.
She smiles at you. You grind your teeth at her.
She tells her friends nice things about you.
You spread bad rumors about her.
She tries to come and talk to you.
But you push her aside.
She thinks you are a great friend.
You think she is a terrible friend.
She writes nice notes to you, telling you about the best times you shared together.
You write about all the bad times you can remember experiencing together.
Deep down you know she's sorry.
But all you have is hate.
The next day you find a note.
It reads:
Dear ________, I tried to tell you yesterday, but you
didn't let me speak, I tried to tell you good things,but you were afraid to
hear them. I tried to smile at you, to take away the hate. But now it's
time to tell you, even though it's a bit late. That i am dying. I have a
bad condition and it is getting worse. I'm sorry to have to tell you that i
won't be able to see you today. I wrote this to you today in the hospital.
My time is up.
I'm sorry i should have told you sooner. I'm really sorry about our
argument,you are such a great friend. I promise i shall watch over you,
Lots of love __________
You run to the hospital to tell her you are sorry,
But only her mum is left.
Her hand clasped over her face. And she was crying.
Down on her knees she prays, for her daughter to come back.
You were too late.
You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye.
All friends have their ups and downs, and sometimes you need to say sorry..
Don't wait for the other person to do it first.
Because you never know what could happen.
coincidence or a hint from God. =/
im sorry.
anyway. i did i mention how my mood was lifted just now? i was packing stuff. i saw this letter. in the front it says YINGXIN! <3 and i was like hmm okay. wonder who's it from. wanted to open. looked behind. it says i love you in twit. haha. i forgot how it was exactly. kinda put the letter somewhere. anyway. yeah. had someone in mind. to reconfirm. cause the handwriting was quite common. i opened it. CHUA TAUGAY! <3. thanks ahh adeline tay. LOL. and i read the contents. so funny. you and _ _ _ _ _ N besties. LOL. and the whole long list of guys i wrote for you. HAHAHA. ohwells. guy magnet.
hmm i shall post shoutout for PEOPLE. since im in letter mood. both meanings. i shall post shoutout to letters. (:
A:
HEY YOU! omg i really missed the fun times we had. with relation to the earlier part of the post. im sorry =/ anyway. tomorrowtomorrow (: yay. you're in msia now you probably wont see this. nevermind. bestfriend yo. ily boyfriend! takecare. sorry i didnt help much with THAT thing. anyway. i hope i can go over man. (: <3
N:
BESTFRIEND. omg you know you put me in a dilemna. GUYBESTFRIEND or GIRLBESTFRIEND. sigh. i cant decide. as in. how do i address you man. anyway today was just FUN. havent had that in the loooooongest time cause you dont go training anymore and neither do i. =/ ohwells. HECK we should bowl together soon often. whatever. you and your small feet. =/ you shocked me with exiled. LOL. anyway. BYE BESTFRIEND. takecare. <3
O:
ONGBONGDONG. you basket. jack me just now. ahha. you ass la. ): shouldnt have sold your 6500. if you didnt. you me atsy and nick will have it. HOW COOL IS THAT HUHH. baskettt. anyway. really fun convo just now yo. (: haha. havent had this kinda shitty session in damn long. OUTING SOON MAN. gayed. hahaha. +nick. takecare bro! <3
D:
hey. idk if your blogpost was to me. i highly doubt so after reading it for the dont know how many time. but yeah. cause idk if we were ever close in the first place. cause i doubt we were. idk. although it may not be to me. onus on me to apologise to you cause i too didnt tell you i was going. and idk whether you know if im kinda okay with her now. idk. but yeah. i just hope it doesnt affect our friendship. cause... its not like i go telling her anything or if i tell you anything from her. yeahh. idk man. its up to you i guess. if you cant trust me. i dont blame you cause. there's this thing stopping you called "ongyingxin's past" but yeah. okay nevermind. takecare! (:
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