Tuesday, July 8, 2008
RAHHHH. today was the first day of school. BAD BAD BAD.
got to know our new co-form and gp teacher. yup. mdm suzanna. okay shes quite nice. my opinion of her is changing. shouldnt have judged her by her straightforwardness and her accent. ohwells.
got back chem and chinese today. goshh. i got a S for chem and C for chinese.
chem was er.. satisfactory? in a sense. cause i hardly studied. only studied for like what? kinetic theory and i fucked that up cause like i forgot definitions during the paper. LOL. ohwells. yeah. apparently my class had 4 Bs, 4 Cs and 1 subpass and then 17 Us. =/ i only know other than the 4 senior J1s, huimin, kaiwen, eunice? i think. and then dont know who else. and someone told me clifford didnt pass. but i doubt so right. =/ idk. okay nevermind. if he didnt then not all senior J1s passed. ongyingxin ah. study hard please. the only thing that pulled you up was your full marks for the stoichiometry question. and its only a subpass overall. 3 more marks and you would have gotten an E. sigh. WHYYYY.
anyway, chinese. i got a C. which was quite disappointing. could have done better for paper 2. sigh. double blow. plus like i know i screwed up my oral already. which means like i need to do SUPERBLY WELL for like paper 1 and 2 and listening for As. so far my paper and 1 is quite disappointing. a supposed 40 got reconsidered to be a 35. SIGH. and. idk. actually i think i could have gotten worse. my new laoshi. the super zi-ai, ai-mei one. according to emily. niang zhong the niang. LOL. ohwells. yeah. her marking is damn lenient. i wrote quite off point. as in. not off point in that sense. but like my intro was too long. improportionate to the body and ending and all. so yeah. okay i want her to be more strict. no way im gonna be contented with my chinese marks. nope. im gonna take it that i got an E. cause like. i would have gotten an E if chen lao shi marked my script.
anywayyy. tomorrow's gonna be a bad day. i feel it coming. plans for tomorrow are already screwed. after farid confirmed about friendlies and we booked lanes. then like 7/8 of the j2s cant make it. so we had to cancel friendlies but since we already booked the lanes. like gonna bowl there anyway. yup. no choice. ohwells. and like tomorrow we have lit. that meanns.... idk. a major letdown. the main gist that i came up with, just screams at the examiner that i misread it. i really think i did. so ohwells. grats ongyingxin. there goes your H1. sigh. why do you even take lit. its so not you. idk. if i ever get retained. PCME ftw. sigh. then again. lit's a fun sub to do. IDK. ahh. the stress. anyway. there's econs tomorrow too. which sucks too. cause ongyingxin is a science person. im gonna do so badly for econs too. i can feel it. i just prayyyyyy for a subpass. like omg you know how badly i need to pass econs and math? i freaking need to pass those two at least. like to be promoted. 2 H2 and 1 H1. like omgee. okay if i fail lit at least i passed 2 H2s. but we all know econs is not possible to pass. especially for a letdown like me. so lets just leave it as that. math. okay dont wanna talk about it. im gonna brood about my marks and how over-confident i was about math. that killed me so badly.
OOH. and like i freaking gotta set up cca booth on friday. i have pw on friday. and i have chem on friday. HOWEVER. denise chan agreed to meet me for lunch so i have already made like arrangements should she be able to make it. so i'll meet her. and pw chem i'll like find out from friends. what nice pw mates i have yo. and then for cca booth. i'll set it up in advance. oh yeah. and i asked mr wong for the details and he tell me he dont have, =.= i shall go ask mr yaw. WHEE. then my saturday morning is kapo-ed. idc. i'll make sure i get to meet drey to study on saturday. (:
anywayy. as you can see. idk why. but no way im like putting school ahead of my friends. especially some (: like BOYFRIEND. audreylee. denise. celine. michelle. ense. oh yeah. and nick. mmhmm. anyway. oh yeah! sorry boyfriend. i still feel bad for that day. I SHALL MAKE IT UP TO YOU. instead of you chanting I SHALL HUG YOU WHEN I SEE YOU. i'll tell you now i'll give you a nice big purple dinosaur hug OGGAY! (: anyway. you have a freaking stalker on fb. some f-ed up asshole called clement keeps buying you on ffs. tell him screw off. bugger. anyway. and HOIII. denise chan. i read your blog. KANNASAI. want me to slap you isit. stupid gay poet x) i shall come up with YOUR TYPE OF POEM. for you.
denise is nice
she likes to eat rice
when you feel everything's wrong
go listen to jay's song
when you feel down
dont put on a frown
when you need someone dear
BEANSPROUT IS HERE
YAY JOY omg. i actually came up with one. ORIGINAL CAN (: just for you DC. someone like you shouldnt feel unwanted. you should feel so wanted. just like tamalessam. LOL clifton's age group team. anyway. YES. cheer up yo. and you're not a failure. cause i said so. unless you wanna say im wrong. ): IF YOU HAVE THE HEART TO HUH! anyway you better not decline me again on friday. BASKET. haha.
anyway. DREY LEE. must study hard okayyy. our study dates have always turned out failing. cause we talk the previous day and wake up super late and then end up going out and not studying. THIS WEEK. change change. wake up early kay. i'll be free 11 onwards i think. YUP. we shall meet up and mug like nerds. oh i can buy nerds (: and smarties. LOL. OKAY NEVERMIND. idk why im sooooo okay nevermind. STOP BURPING. try letting some gas out the other way man. =/
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i forgot to mention. michelle beat me on WC. 22k. I DUNCHH LIKE YOU WORX ): lol. i shall beat you someday somehow. WHEEEEEEEEE. heck. we should go out again. then i can go to your house right. yay. terry's house. LOL. oh yeah. your laptop's the love. so easy to type mann.
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