it's over

Friday, June 13, 2008

went for interview for pw today. disastrous. dont wanna talk about it. then lugged my bag to cab and pick ong then went to occ. yup. ate lunch at the vandaterrace. then went to the alley. finally got a lane and bowled. i bowled like shit. not surprising. then lester and lynal came. bowled a game with them. then watched them play 1 more. then i realise i lost my 10 for 10 voucher thing. and lester gave me his. thanks dude. anyway. went with enseilia audrey daryl nick grace and anchal(?) i think thats what i saw on her shirt. anyway. yeah. ate pepperlunch. drank bubbletea. arcaded. and shared a cab back with ong. end of story.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

fuck everything that happened today. fuck everything that i heard today. fuck the wanted yet unwanted presence of a person. fuck ongyingxin cause shes nothing compared to anyone for everything that is comparable.

rants you never saw @ 11:25 PM