Saturday, May 10, 2008
"should she get them back, will she throw me away like others did?"
-quoted from 'thoughts and doubts of ong ying xin' 355 days ago.
355 days later. the very same question arises. undoubtedly, within these 355 days. it has before. the weird thing is that now i can feel the answer revealing itself. quite honestly, i dont really wanna know. especially because of the situation now. so what am i supposed to do. over the past.... month? i can seriously feel the drift. the avoidance. the everything. and the nothing. it's killing me silently. i used to think the song title "if everyone cared" meant hell loads to me. now. it should be "if someone cared". its more than enough. i guess that doesnt matter now does it.
oh great. now my shuffle is playing that song. what a great time. seriously. this just foiled any plans to continue. maybe tomorrow. i'll just post song lyrics.
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
If everyone cared and nobody cried,
If everyone loved and nobody lied,
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride,
Then we'd see the day, when nobody died
rants you never saw @ 11:26 PM