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Friday, May 16, 2008

oooohwee. im blogging. lol.

rachelle's fault. now i find myself logging into viwawa to play shwack. =/ omg...

anyway. had lit test today. i swear. i was like omg die die die. what's the main gist. trust me. i think i read the thing over more than 20 times. =/. after like the 3rd para i was like SHIT MAN. I THINK ITS NOT WAR. dieee. then i spent 5 mins contemplating if i should continue writing cause there seriously isnt any point if my main gist is wrong. so i continued.

after the paper. mr sas was like EASY RIGHT?! then our class unanimously said NOOOO! then he was like what's the main gist? and someone said war. and he was like correct war. and im like OMG THANK GOD. YAYYYY. lol. thank you mrs beh for helping the 4 of us the previous day (:

after school hung around school with julius waiting for the rest. then we headed to bpp. we went at separate times from some others though. stupid college day rehearsal. lol. then yeah. came back and erm. pw. then after that. ltc meeting. zomg. i really dont wanna gooo. but aiyah. i guess i have to. and it'll look good on record right? i think. =/ okay nevermind. hope its gonna be fun. just that it clashes with lit and i gotta find out which one has more priority. and it clashes with econs too. oh no. =/

anyway. had training today. nothing much. just the same old retarded shit jokes. haha. sg open's coming. havent exactly breathed a word to my dad about it yet. heck. i'll do it soon. even if i bowl. i hope i can do well. starting worry quite abit. seriously not bowling up to expectations now. =/ come on ongyingxin. what does your notebook say. =/

i think i pretty much settled my agegroup teams.
u17- BOYFRIEND, ching yee and anqi (tentative)
u22- kristel, elisha and someone else.

haha. hopefully i can book my chalet thing on doubles day. cause thats a sucky day. everyone should stay away from me on that day. i'll have this negative aura around me. i swear. =/. remember. 18th june.

i shall post the poem that we were tested on today at the back of the post. meanwhile. i have something to say.

i think she's a fool for trying to ruin my reputation
i dont really care now. we're not in sec. school.
HOWEVER. i think y'all are bigger fools believing her.
i have nothing to say if you do. believe who you want to believe.
my conscience is clear. and im not a hypocrite.
if she can pretend to be my friend and say what 'i told her' to you.
maybe you'd like to try guessing what she told me about you.
even now. i wont tell you what she said.
so its your decision to make. who can you trust?
i rest my case.

We Never Know - Yusef Komunyakaa
He danced with tall grass
for a moment, like he was swaying
with a woman. Our gun barrels
glowed white-hot.
When I got to him,
a blue halo
of flies had already claimed him.
I pulled the crumbled photograph
from his fingers.
There's no other way
to say this: I fell in love.
The morning cleared again,
except for a distant mortar
& somewhere choppers taking off.
I slid the wallet into his pocket
& turned him over, so he wouldn't be
kissing the ground.

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