Saturday, March 29, 2008
firstly i'll give you credit. cause if you're reading this. you read my mind again.
so. thank god for small mercies that i didnt go today. let me explain why.
you too dare to day that he's scared to lose friends. HOW ABOUT YOU?!
do you know what the shit you're doing. you're going somewhere your boyfriend doesnt know. with someone whom you were "together" with before. who's thick skin enough to not care that he exists. hello.
i really cant believe im asking you this. what if i decided to go. without you bloody telling me that he's there. not like you dont know how fucking pissed i am. at his bloody fucking attitude and attention-seeking shit. so what? please dont tell me you purposely left at the time you told me you were going to meet me. thank god i didnt fucking go to holland v at 2.30 to wait for you. cause you fucking left the damn place at 2.30. and please dont tell me you did that just so i wont go. if you were rejoicing at the fact that i decided not to go. i wouldnt really be surprised either.
wake up woman. its not reflecting nicely that you're hanging out with guys who like you. wait. let me rephrase. fucking obsessed with you. and your boyfriend doesnt know. woman. you know it sucks hiding shit from people. but if i tell your damn stupid boyfriend it'll definately screw up your relationship. and i dont want to see you ending up with that fucktard. and watch you turn pai. maybe 2 weeks later i'll read newspaper seeing headlines "girl gets raped by own boyfriend cause he's too horny to resist his actions." or "girl caught smoking because of influence by boyfriend".
im really damn ass close to giving up. so much for what you told me in the last letter you gave me. which was fucking long ago. go figure what you wrote if you meant it.
i hope you call me after you read this if you even wanna talk.
rants you never saw @ 4:15 PM