Monday, March 10, 2008
CHRIS; often perception is deception said:
shouldn't adeline like be the girl and you be the guyy?
CHRIS; often perception is deception said:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
yeah. you know what? i agree.i know im so not some normal girl im damn tomboyish right? i fucking care. i know he's not the only one. so this post goes out to everyone. you dont need to tell me. i know. so honestly. i dont give a freaking shit and im telling you. reason is: i had my past. i dont need to tell you. no one knows. i dont intend to tell anyone. so just fuck it.
and to a certain group of people or person. go figure. hello. no matter what. i still have female chromosomes okay. i fucking dont need to hear your guy issues. im sorry. im not a guy. i dont understand why you or whoever would have to fucking wait and wait for some girl. and that you like her cause shes hot shes whatever. honestly i dont care. and its so damn cliche to hear it from a guy. once. cause there are so many guys. and the worst part is i hear it dont know how many times from just one person. whattheshit.
and the best part. seeing some people flirt like free. holy crap man. like omg look at what you're doing. its plain disgusting. like if you fucking looked at someone who did that. you'd say he's a fucking flirt. god. buy a mirror please.
so moral of the story. if you think im like a guy. i fucking care. i do. im so gonna break down in front of you now and say omg im how feminine please. NOT. fuck off. so what. i hate dressing up. nobody asked you to go out with me what. i know its so typical of a guy to wanna go out with hot girls to show they're your friends. or even a step further. sorry. look at me im never gonna be that person. i know you only ask me out when your hot girl aint there. you dont need to tell me i dont look like your everyday teenage girl. i fucking dont need you to tell me. i know. thanks. i only have two thing to apologise for. for those of you who fel that way and you're my friends. im sorry im too ugly to be your friend. and sorry i just read your mind.
piss off.
and im not being sexist. cause most of the time too. my girl friends. note its not connected. cause for the fucking last time to anyone. just cause i dont dress up feminine doesnt mean im les. and yeah. back to my point. most of the time. im planning im thinking im getting psyched about something. but then. it never happens. like seriously. its tedious and people tell you all the time. be organised. and they also tell you there's no i in team. and not to be a loner. if im not a loner and blah blah. then im with friends or whatever right. so no matter how organised i am. DOES IT HELP?! actually. this is not only girls. its guys too. and. i've always had this issue. its been kept secretive not by me. by others. but now im exposing your thinking. sorry its embarrassing for you to have a not so feminine friend going out with you.
you know what? fuck it. its just me.
rants you never saw @ 9:47 PM